I don’t know what I am going to do, but I imagine in all these miracles I actually have manifested actually OUT OF NOWHERE. So somehow I am going to manifest my method out of this. I am going to begin a fund to assist different girls in similar conditions. Thank you all for reading this scattered message.
I’ve been with my husband for six years, married for 1. It’s such an extended story, he used to be an alcoholic and stopped drinking. He improved himself and lost a bunch of weight.
I even have no automobile and whenever I tell him that I want a divorce he threatens to take full custody of my son. The one good thing I can say is that he’s an excellent dad he treats our son fully differently however in relation to me he will yell at me and degrade me for leaving a moist rag in the sink as a substitute of hanging it up. I feel harm trapped and pissed at how he treats me.
He controls all the money, I can barely work because like I mentioned above I broke through amnesia and Stockholm syndrome 9 months ago to understand I had been spiritually, ritually, sexually, emotionally, and so forth. (all forms!) abused by my parents. We moved to the town and away from them right after, so I could work in the direction of my desires and heal. So right here I am healing however I understand now he’s like them too. I can’t even belief my very own sister because she is/was abusing me too. Literally EVERYONE in my life has abused me in horrific ways, I don’t mean to have the sufferer mentality but I see it now.
I have been in married to my husband for six years we have a beautiful 5 yr old son who’s my world. My husband slowly began to take management of every little thing in my life now I am on the point were all of my household lives clear acrossed the country and I actually have completely no friends I am really scared to even try to make friends in concern of upseting him. He doesnt physically abuse me he has pushed me a number of times however bodily no he isnt. Since he is always accuses me of dishonest I actually have to literally stroll with my head down and never say something about my environment as a result of he feels that out of respect if any man walks by I shouldn’t see them or make it appear to be I see them. He has accused me of dishonest on him saying that I am addicted to taking a look at males although I by no means do I am to scared to even look up from the ground to even take a look at somebody by accident.
But I know that that is most likely a delusion and it will never happen. I wish to leave so bad but with no money no automotive and a younger son finding a means out is going to be onerous. I do have a plan which is to slowly construct my credit discover a method to disguise some cash away so I can leave and get a automobile so I wont free my job.
I know that I am a fantastic woman I am good loving and caring I work full time I care for our residence our son and I go to high school however he calls me lazy despite the fact that all he ever does is go to work come residence and sit on his ass. The horrible half is that even though he treats me this manner I nonetheless love him and would be the happiest lady in the world if he would just love me the way I needed to be liked.
I want all of you one of the best and I know God is going to proceed to look at over us all. I am 32, been married four years and have 2 boys (2 and 6 months).